Overdue.

It has been a long hiatus, but I think I should add a little something right now. Meant for the one I love, this may hopefully serve as an explanation. All the feelings I experience from you... joyous, loving, excitement, "more" ;D, confusion, irritable, frustrated, flabbergasted, incredulously happy and an intense longing for you. Ever since that day we met (2nd time. xD) I knew immediately I was stricken for you. One of those cliched "love at first sight" situations indeed. I knew what I was getting into by asking you to take that chance as well. The fact that being from different schools alone (and not exactly close either) added on to the possibility of seeing one another once a week or longer had me worried at first. I had previously believed that because of those limitations we would be unable to grow close at all and those reasons would keep us seperated emotionally. As we can see though, that is not the case. :] We've grown so much closer because of those. It does indeed suck that we can not see each other all the time, but we realized the importance of the simple time we can have in one another's company. Emphasis on those that were taken for granted gives reason to cherish what we have. Similar are we to have the same fear: the fear that we won't have each other. The idea is ever-present in our thoughts, but it takes situations in which we go through like today for me to see how remote that possibility is. We feel so mad, apologetic, upset, depressing, etc... and we get some time to think about it depending on who hangs up. It gives that thoughts of how sorry we were to act so in the first place, that we'd try to do anything possible to fix it. And hey, it works, mm? No matter what fallouts we may have or arguements or any of the sort, it won't change any the way that I love you. I made you a promise, remember? Even if I hadn't, it was still a pledge I was going to keep. I'm not going to leave you. I'm yours for the rest of our time. I love you babe, with all my heart and every fiber of my being.